I am home in Bakersfield. i slept in till 11 today! I didnt realize how tired i have been lately. Today i have been by myself a lot. It has been good. I just discovered pandora.com which is an online radio! looove it! today i went on a drive and i went to a park by the river (down by the river!! chris farley) haha, anyways the leaves were all different colors and there were beautiful peacocks running around! i took some pictures on my phone. I walked around and just felt so content. This rush of joy flooded in. Then it started raining! it was beautiful, i spun around and i couldn't stop smiling.