Saturday, December 13, 2008

it's been a while...

finals are over. i am home for break. and i am going to be working two jobs. I had orientation today for Tillys and i thought to myself..."what have i got myself into?" i am pretty sure that between Pier 1 and Tillys, i will work everyday during break. Am i crazy?

I was thinking the other day about my relationship with God. I cheat on him a lot. sounds weird but hear me out. I think i have fallen in love with the world over and over. I cheat on Him with i put myself first. i cheat on Him when i decide that it is easier to trust myself than Him. He always takes me back. But goodness, why do i do this to God? He DIED for me and i feel like i basically say sometimes that it just wasnt good enough. what am i doing? I feel like i am stuggling with the thought that Jesus was right and that when i look at myself, i don't resemble Him.

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