Weird.

i have been home for over a week, it has been pretty good. the transition from school to home (or home to school) is always hard for me. my mom had surgery on her foot, so i have to take care of her. to be honest i dont like it. i am so used to my dad being sick, and my mom taking care of him while im off on my own. but with my dad at work, i am mostly the main caretaker, its weird. today i got so frustrated with my mom and she could tell. it just bugs me that when she asks me to do something she asks me in a way like she already thinks i dont want to do it. i know i probably give her signals that i dont want to help her, but i wish she would just ask me to do something without getting pouty. now i just sound insensitive.

i have been hanging out with old friends lately and catching up. it makes me laugh that over thanksgiving break and the begining of christmas break i felt so hurt that no one was making an effort to hang out with me and i felt like i had no friends here. Now it seems like all at once all my friends from home want to hang out. One of my friends just broke up with a boyfriend and is a mess. I try to comfort her but im not sure if i am good at it. she is so angry, im afraid that she has lost all hope. i hope that she can find comfort, and that she wont become bitter.