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I hate that i make her feel like a burden. I hate that i complain when she asks me to do things. I hate that I still want him. I hate that my dog is dying. I hate that I don't treat God with the respect that I should. I hate that I am so hard on myself. I hate that I am starting off this year with all these complaints.
My dog mandy might have cancer and we will probably have to put her to sleep. I didnt think it would affect me this much. I am so sad.