Thursday, January 29, 2009
WHAT?!!
Wow! So early this morning I was kidnapped, in a good way! I am so extremely blessed! I am on the Entourage team 2009-2010! I cant believe it! God is so amazing! After improv night i couldnt picture what the perfect team would look like, then when our blindfolds were removed i knew it was a perfect fit! im so so so excited! i cant wait for the summer!!!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Well hello there...
It has been a while. I don't know why I haven't written in a while, but it is time to start again. It is the middle of the third week of school and i can't believe how quick the weeks are going. Life is going by too fast. And after this semester, i have TWO semesters left. Then a degree! That thought scares the crap out of me. Literally, i just pooped my pants. Okay, no i didn't. But I am so scared to grow up. I am scared of taking care of myself without help from my parents. I am scared of leaving vanguard. I have friends all around and i take it for granted. When school is over, i wont have the comfort of walking a few feet to see a friend. I am scared of making my own decisions and possibly making the wrong ones. I don't want to grow up! Could some body please press the slow down button? or does life just go faster from here? i dont want to waste time but i feel like i do a lot!
Besides those fears lingering in the back of my mind, i have felt a lot of peace lately. it has been nice.
Monday, January 5, 2009
wow
friday was a horrible day. i wrote that depressing blog because i felt so hopeless and frustrated. today is monday and i am completely blown away by God's goodness. He is teaching me so much right now i dont know what to do with it. all i can say looking back on these past few days is wow.
Friday, January 2, 2009
:(
I hate that i make her feel like a burden. I hate that i complain when she asks me to do things. I hate that I still want him. I hate that my dog is dying. I hate that I don't treat God with the respect that I should. I hate that I am so hard on myself. I hate that I am starting off this year with all these complaints.
My dog mandy might have cancer and we will probably have to put her to sleep. I didnt think it would affect me this much. I am so sad.
My dog mandy might have cancer and we will probably have to put her to sleep. I didnt think it would affect me this much. I am so sad.
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